Johnny eats world

comatosed — Fri, 05 Jun 2009 09:25:54 +0000

Sorry everyone, i need privacy.
Add me up if you want to.

Words & images

comatosed — Wed, 03 Jun 2009 03:48:44 +0000

I’ve had you found me by the Fray on repeat for forever and up till now, it feels like the very first time i’m hearing it. Yesterday was great. Sean came over and brought me for dinner. The whole time i tried to guess where we were going but couldn’t make it out till we were less than 2 minutes away! The surroundings helped out a lot haha. I would’ve taken a picture of the atmosphere cause it was simple(y)-gorgeous but i didn’t have my camera with me. The lamp at our table was made out of translucent beads interwined around the whole lamp’s structure with teardrop like beads hanging at bottom to create a slight chandelier effect. The flame lit on the inside of the lamp’s structure provided a luminous effect and added a dim glow to the pale night sky setting. I’m honestly the worst describer ever haha. Any oh how, i’m sharing images and quotes again. Had an overwhelming response of views for my previous post. Thank you everyone =) Do comment if you can!

“People talk about how great love is, but that’s bullshit. Love hurts. Feelings are disturbing. People are taught that pain is evil and dangerous. How can they deal with love if they’re afraid to feel?”
— Jim Morrison

“Happiness often sneaks in through a door you didn’t know you left open.”
- John Barrymore

“You can spend your whole life thinking you want commitment. You grow up with a clear idea of exactly what it is that you want, and yet when you have it, when it’s there, attainable, on your doorstep, you change your mind. Perhaps this is what we need: a dream, a hope for the future, something to aspire to, and perhaps we need to keep replacing this dream with something a little bigger, because when we manage to fulfill the dream, we usually find out that it’s not what we wanted in the first place, or if it is, it doesn’t feel the way we always thought it should. Sometimes, if you’re very mixed up, very stupid, or very thoughtless, you screw up the dream just as you get it. you tell yourself you don’t deserve it, and you have to start all over again.”
- Jane Green

“We think there is always a tomorrow, so why expose our feelings today? Why risk being vulnerable? Why take the chance? Because today, what we love, what we feel, what is real, is what we have. Tomorrow, it may all change.”
-Small Miracles

Passing

comatosed — Mon, 01 Jun 2009 16:07:25 +0000

A good friend’s grandma passed away yesterday and i can comprehend how painful that loss is. I’ve met her grandma and i think she’s a gem. She was strong, extremely adorable and when she smiled, you could see it touched her eyes with so much love. She was carefree and independent. I hope Andrea & her family are coping well. Rest in peace Andrea’s grammy.

On a total unrelated note,

Sometimes letting go is the best present you could ever reward yourself with.

Gawd, chace

comatosed — Sun, 31 May 2009 04:47:27 +0000

IS IT JUST ME OR IS CHACE CRAWFORD TOO DAMN PERFECT?

He’s so perfect its starting to freak me out a little. He’s probably 10 times better than Wenworth. He just looks perfect in every shot.

Quotes and more

comatosed — Sun, 31 May 2009 01:24:05 +0000

What are your favourite quotes?

I came across these on tumblr and thought they meant a handful.

Yesterday was the worse i had this week.
Anyway, if you love pop-py songs, download V factory-lovestuck! I’ve had it on repeat for an hour now hehe.

“When life knocks you down, try to land on your back. Because if you can look up, you can get up”

-Les Brown

Let me tell you this: if you meet a loner, no matter what they tell you, it’s not because they enjoy solitude. It’s because they have tried to blend into the world before, and people continue to disappoint them.”

-My Sister’s Keeper

“Sometimes when I say “oh I’m fine,” I want someone to look me in the eyes and say “tell me the truth.”

-Unknown

“You are every reason, every hope & every dream, I’ve ever had, and no matter what happens to us in the future, everyday we are together is the greatest day of my life. I will always be yours. And, my darling, you will always be mine.”
— The Notebook

Burning Sun

comatosed — Sat, 30 May 2009 03:56:11 +0000

I’m an avid twilight fan and i can’t wait for midnight sun to be released! Well i was trying to look for the official trailer and came across this. Its the best fan fiction sequel to Stephanie’s Meyer’s twilight saga. It’s Renesmee’s story titled Burning Sun. If you have the time do read it!
(Burning Sun)

Chore

comatosed — Fri, 29 May 2009 21:15:14 +0000

I see so much good photography everyday its extraordinary.

Another week flies by it feels like forever since i last did something productive. Sometimes i wake up and i feel like my life’s a neverending cycle of work and sleep. I know i need my part time job to keep myself sane and occupied otherwise i might just end up in the whacky shack. I sit in the train almost everyday and speculate some new or same eyes filled with bore, stress, a routine begging for change of something worth waking up to and getting pumped for. I hear the tracks in the background as my music pounds its way into my ears, the atmosphere reeks of so much glum i automatically become depressed. Then it affects me like a virus just that its instant. I start to dislike work, my job feels like a chore, so is my life. I’m sure a huge part of the population dislike their jobs. Their only motivation is what pays for their home, cars, daily necessities etc. The green that keeps us emotionally and spiritually healthy and in check.

In church they teach that money is the root to all evil, especially if you live for money. And then you proceed to hell.

Painful.

Tiresome

comatosed — Fri, 29 May 2009 07:13:06 +0000

Eyes closed, mind pondering, a sudden rush of full warmth streams upfront from the back of your eyes to the back of your eyelids. Then, it all disppears when the bad thought goes away.

Thanks for another sotd everyone =)

Favour

comatosed — Thu, 28 May 2009 17:58:54 +0000

Here are couple of my favourite images. They’re mainly from tumblr.

Self absorbed

comatosed — Thu, 28 May 2009 01:28:38 +0000

This is going to be a stupid entry. Hi.

I’ve been up since 2 surfing the net on and off and watching tv. I feel fat. I had a bowl of rice and a slice of brownie at 3 in the morning! Who does that. Urr, me haha. My bottom’s so big it weighs prolly 50kg alone, my arms look like turkey thighs and my legs are enormous. I have so little hair i have to make it look messy so the illusion of a full head of hair is created. I’m still harping on the comment some loser made about my two front teeth. They look pretty proportionate when i smile. My mother thinks my crooked tooth makes me look cute, my boyfriend says you can be either cute of pretty. I haven’t changed my shampoo for more than 7 years, my belly button resembles a miniature well. The ulcer on my lower lip makes it so hard to eat without feeling any sort of pain but i chewing on it half the time to keep myself occupied. I realise my eyes look gawky in certain pictures, size differentiation to the max. Sooooo here’s the reason why i’m mostly unmasked from makeup and why some people think i’m born eye-ly handicapped or disabled and these images also show how bored and self concious i am haha.